A NOISE IN MY MIND

I really, really, need some peace. 

I need a knife that hurt the deepest of mine, deeper than everithing I've never been hurt. Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger -it's said-, but the daily serving of venom takes me to drop dead. 

I'm not dead yet, but I neither still alive. 

If you are about to hurt me do it now, if you will love me... I don't care if you still poisoning my when your lips keep the antidote and I still have a chance to die in them...

...There's always some reason to feel not good enough. And it's hard at the end of the day, I need some distraction, oh beautiful release. Memories seep from my veins, They may be empty and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight, in the arms of an angel... [In the arms of an angel - OST City of angels (1998)]